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side effects may include
01:14
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*listing off side effects to different medications*
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change the channel
02:27
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where have you been?
i'm afraid i don't know the answer
my dreams are more exciting
but sleep is not inviting
and they stop broadcasting your mind
maybe change the channel this time
attention whore glamorize the demons inside you
sew your mouth shut
close the door x 2
can you take some constructive criticism ?
as if my illness is art
more of a daily routine i go through
feel as if i'm flaunting my faults
(chorus again)
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episode no 1
01:24
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breathe, breathe, breathe
don't let them see, see, see
repeat the words
nobody will ever love you
shake shake shake
shaking hands, hands, hands
repeat the words
you are a liar
your chest is on fire
tv screens and screaming
static hearts and seeing things that aren't really there
i'm not really here right now
leave a message i might get back to you
when i come back down
breathe, breathe, breathe
don't let him see, see, see
repeat the words (words, words, words)
he loved an idea not you
shake, shake, shake
shaking in my sleep, sleep, sleep
repeat the words (words, words, words)
you are a liar
just feel desire for me
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tunnel vision ? ? ?
00:28
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there is a boy
i'd like him to see
what's inside of me
zip off my skin
let him crawl in
and feel everything
every crack others have left
by turning their back
on promises they've made
stitching me up
with needle and thread
until i'm a patch work lover again
he looks at me
like i am the sun
he is my moon
i'm overcome
lover don't go
if you say so we'll
melt into the sheets
every time he says goodbye
my chest aches
why does he have this effect?
i'll be there soon
but nothing is new
waiting this is too good to be true
i remember every night with you
up way too late
my body a map
your hands a compass
you never hesitate
you had my heart
i thought i had yours
guess i made a mistake
i loved you too much
and you couldn't feel the same way
so here we are now
nothing but time and distance
between you and i
even if you wanted to be mine
i guess it wasn't right
all of the thread
coming undone
setting just like the sun
you are the moon
and all i ever did
was light up your room
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a f t e r c a r e
01:30
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yes i'm aware my brain is fucked
no need to apologize
i know it sucks
you wanna kiss it better
but you can't
stop lying to yourself
you just wanna get in my pants
sure we can have sex
but admit you're emotionally unavailable after that
instead of pretending you care
only wanna see me in my underwear
not while i'm hyperventilating and scared
pretend you like my mind
you just get off
on my obsessive ways
needing to check in everyday
it's not like i wanted support anyway
you just need a body to keep you warm
(chorus)
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i’m sorry if i came off a little strong
you didn’t do anything wrong
i got a lot of ghost living in my walls
closet skeletons of people i once loved
nobody can stay forever
people come and go as they please
i put a padlock on my door
i have trust issues about everything
i have trust issues about everything
i’m sorry i apologize so much
i know i didn’t do anything wrong
but it doesn’t help when you say let it go
or leave me on read for so long
i want you to stay forever
but that’s an unrealistic need
i sweep up the pieces of my patchwork heart
i have trust issues about everything
i have trust issues about everything
i have trust issues about everything
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m holding the guns
your finger on the triggers
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m isolating myself from
everyone i’ve ever loved
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
she made me her match box
struck herself against me
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
he was the wolf
made me blow my house down
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i know it’s not your fault
i don’t believe you when you say
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i have trust issues about everything
i have trust issues about everything
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ugly barbie
04:06
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i am just an ugly barbie
cut off all my hair
cover me in sharpies
making strangers stare
i am just an ugly barbie
reject of runway models
prettier if i gave a damn
i don't care if you find me fuckable
i'd rather be alone and happy
than miserable with you
if you didn't want anyone to know
you shouldn't have followed through
now i'm just a skinless skeleton
in the back of your closet of mind
but i took my bones back
my body is mine
i am just an ugly barbie
grew out all my claws
burned all the roses
only left with throns
i am just an ugly barbie
you could swallow me once
til i turned to melted plastic
and coated up your lungs
chorus
erase me from your history
just like that
sure i'll never say if you can
give me my v-card back
i don't care who loves my skin
i took away the beautiful
to love myself again
chorus
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ugly barbie Portland, Oregon
a small, queer, caffeine addicted self taught singer/songwriter from the PDX area.
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